I wanted them to smell like the breath of temples. These are the oils you use daily: "The Botanical Face Elixir and The Sun Elixir Face". And the balm you use nightly, "The Botanical Night Balm". I wanted you to step out into the world knowing that you are divine and that you are an expression of that vast, living energy. That some call God, the universe, the absolute. Choose what suits you. It lives within you. It is you. 

 

 

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But if you are not aware of it, if you don't activate it consciously with intention every day, reminding yourself that you are an expression of the divine, child of light, that holy spark lies dormant as if the world is happening to you, instead of through you.

 

They carry Frankincense. The breath of temples. The ancient oil that slows the breath, grounds the heart, and clears the air around the soul. Long been used in temples and rituals. Now, inside something even more intimate.

 

Breathe them in.

To clear the fog of thought,

To soothe the nervous system,

To feel divine,

To be the temple,

To let your body exhale.

 

So that you are not waiting for peace. You are not waiting for love. You become the source of it.

 

I want you to watch this video. It's in French. I don't know any French, so if you are like me, don't worry, just watch it till the end. It will make a lot of sense.

 

Here is the link

 

Did you watch it? Good.

 

I found myself like that girl with lots of eggs, dark, painful emotions in my body. And I am a human who lets herself feel, and I care a lot.

 

They were dark, so painful. Physically painful. I used to call them "pain body", they were all accumulated right in my stomach area. No medicine, no amount of therapy helped me. So, I stopped and asked myself the question. If emotion is energy in motion, there is no way an emotion = energy disappears. 

 

That's why they were not going anywhere. So what do I do now? I can transmute them into a higher frequency, Euphoria, love, peace. As the alchemist of my life, I can turn base matter into gold.

 

So, I sat with my emotions, as painful as they were. I stopped taking medicine and telling people about how I am suffering, seeking a word of comfort. I am not saying don't talk to people, but in my opinion, it keeps you in a loop if they don't know how to transmute these emotions into gold.

 

"It's so sad what happened to you, Ezgi. I understand you. I am there for you."

 

Nice to have people you can talk to who care about you, but it feels like a never-moving train if they are not evolving.

 

So, I sat with my emotions in a guided meditation in the present moment until they turned into Euphoria, to love, to peace.

 

How many hours?

 

If it has been dark for you, like it was for me, it might take some time.

 

My record is 10 hours, but I don't want to scare you here. I was the happiest human after those 10 hours. I was on clouds. Every time I sit with my emotions and transmute them, I say, "This was so worth it".

 

So, how bad do you want to be free?

Himm

How bad?

Such freedom where nothing bothers you for too long, and you come out of every situation more powerful than ever.

 

You know what to do.

 

Life will happen. It's an evolutionary journey we are in. It's inevitable. You can not avoid it. I stopped giving orders to the universe. I know that if I have to learn something, the universe will change the people, circumstances, and make me learn the lesson, and that is called evolution.

 

So my mantra is that "I ask mercy. I ask compassion, I ask forgiveness, I ask second chances."

 

And to be able to receive this mercy from the universe, "I accept the present moment. I accept my circumstances. I don't insist on changing them. I don't force and try to make things happen."

 

Now, to the best of my ability, that is, but I believe after years of meditation, I have become very good at letting go, accepting the now.

 

But sometimes, accepting what it is, the now, present moment, is really painful.

 

And those are the emotions that I am talking about. They are waiting for you to transmute them into a higher frequency, into Euphoria, into love, into peace.

 

Once you do this, not only will you come out of that situation incredibly powerful, but you will also embody that powerful frequency in your body, in your soul.

 

People will say; Well, she was sad, and then she disappeared and came back as a new person. Happy and free.

 

The reason the body feels pain is that the body is resisting change, resisting evolution. Your soul could not care less about that pain. In fact, it is so happy up there watching you go through a hardship. Finally she/he will wake up. So I can go on the next adventure. I can live the life I am here to live.

 

If I were not battling with MS or if a medicine were able to numb my pain, I would not be running this company, nor writing these emails I love so much.

 

If I did not go through grief as painful as it was and as inevitable as it was, I would still think that death is real and that if I can't see something, it doesn't exist. Losing my mom is the reason that I started questioning the nature of reality. Pain was so big that I read books, I watched documentaries, I did experiments, I burned radios trying to record her voice, and finally, I sat with my pain in meditation.

 

I thought the tears would never end, but I was wrong. They did end because I was not afraid to sit as long as necessary. I came out the other side with a message from her.

 

Now, I can guarantee that once you transmute these emotions, all you will want to do is spread this message. Every time I see someone going through hardship, if I sense that they would listen and that they are open, I go all in. I tell them what I know.

 

And that is you emulating the divine on earth. Like that girl at the end of the video, you paint your eggs and give them away freely. With a brush in your hand, you paint the world around you bright yellow. Now tell me if this is not you being God, the divine, the light? And your skincare rituals will not be the same. You will breathe in nature with gratitude to add to your peace, to change your mood, to shift your state of being so that you are not waiting for peace, waiting for love, but you become the source of it.

 

Enjoy my gift to you = A guided meditation - the eternal now.

 

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Citizen of the New Earth,

May you transmute your pain, your sadness, your anger, your frustrations into Euphoria, into love, into peace and do not get up until you have done so.

 

 

Before you go, something that is on my mind;

 

I am a human who has gone through a lot. I did my best, I didn't numb my emotions, but I let myself feel and sat in these emotions and worked to save myself. I'm sharing my experience with you from the other side, so what I've learned can also light your way.

 

Can something written by AI do this? Leave that chatGBT thing in your glorious dust. Live your life, take risks, make messy mistakes and get up and do it again, figure it out and then tell us how you did it, what you learned. Write, paint, sing. Tell us how you did it, how you overcame and what you learned. 

 

That machine cannot feel how painful grief is.

Citizen of the New Earth,

Stay pure. Stay human.

We need your humanness now more than ever.

 

with all my love,

Ezgi