I came from nothing, from eternal light.
I was nobody, in nowhere, in no time.
I broke myself into pieces.
I created a temple = a body, many of them.
I saw them all around.
I called them "you".
I became somebody, in somewhere, in some time.
I let myself forget that I was "you" so that I could live many lives and create many experiences to answer the question, "Is there anything more than oneness?
Today, I am at a turning point.
I immersed myself in my somebodiness so much so that it is causing me pain.
I feel the need to fight with you = with me, to protect what's ours.
I am afraid of you.
I am afraid of me.
I am afraid to be happy.
I am feeding my temple = us with fear.
But I can not create a beautiful world If I don't let myself be happy.
Because if the world is dead and I am dead in it, why not let it all die? Why not burn it all to the ground? Why does it matter?
It matters If I feel it, If I let myself be happy, If I love my temple into life without guilt.
What are you feeding your temple with? In your self-care rituals, are you letting yourself be loved by you without guilt?
They always tell me, "But the world is dying, Ezgi," and I say, "Yes, I am relaxed and awake to love to create a new Earth into existence".
Don't be afraid to be happy so that you = I = us = eternal light can create a new Earth, to love it into existence...
Follow the link in bio for our "Self-care rituals" to love yourself into life without guilt...
with all my love
Ezgi